our hopes and expectations/black holes and revelations

The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Physics test. i think it was okay, i studied quite hard for it. and i didnt think i did that bad afterall. maybe i'll finally pass?

aiyerr. Chinese tuition later on at 4.30. it is boooorrrrring. and its two hours. aaargh. wonder how my teacher will react when i tell her i got 60/100 for chinese? it is supposed to be a good thing, seeing as how many people failed and how badly they kabushed. but then again, 60 is only a,what,C5 or B4? i must get B3s for my languages for midyears.errrrgh. anyway i am inspired now. or is it motivated? i am motivated by myself. i am motivated by the Vampire because i keep telling myself i must not end up like him, ie, white(yes,well,ignore that),weird(me...weird?hahahar...),gay(see how he walks) and retained(duhhh). well at least he got a second chance. i think i'm on a third or fourth chance.

realized today that Mustafa isnt the only Moustachios in school. there are many many mini Mustafas wandering around the school, though they be pretty compared to him. some of them also have goatees like Mr Pudao. not sharp,all-out goatees, though. just little wisps of hair at the end of their chins. like a goat's. but still. why can't they,like,shave? is it that hard to shave,huh huh huh??? and has Mustafa ever heard of the word 'deodorant'? naomi says,he smells spicy. SPICY!!!

i ask you.

spicy.

how can his friends(if they really are friends and not gaymates or pretenders) stand being within one metre radius of him??? grosssssss.

i thought the world of you
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